Change is the law of nature and everything around is accounted to it. Time changes and along with it, everything else changes. This is the major change in me, who earlier used to argue that everything in this world can change but Akki will never. I earlier used to argue that people changes because they want to not because they have to, but now i realized that you want it or not, you cant fight against Mr. Change.
Now An anti-change person has finally changed and the credit goes to nothing.
From the roads of U.P. to metros of Delhi, I carried some rules (that are not meant to be broken), principles, restrictions and most important FRIENDs, and stuck with them but a single year in Tamil Nadu did a catastrophic effect on everything I had.
My friends, who always were my strengths don't know how and when became my weaknesses and it didn't end with this but it lead me to the dimension where I, myself became my priority. I am blessed with some awesome friends, who can do anything.... means anything for me(its proven.... and I know that many are gonna abuse me after reading this shit) who earlier were before my parents for me, for me, their happiness mattered before anyone else's, even before my parents(luckily my parents never objected) but now I am intentionally leaving no stone UN-turned to hurt 'em, it feels like they are no more with me and thus no one to me so i have to move on with my own life and parents. And why I should not? It is their fault that they set my expectations from the word friend at the level that I am unable to find a single new friend even if I get someone he/she has his/her parameters and restrictions (yes, you read it right, RESTRICTIONS) in friendship which do not go well with me. So here, even after having many faces around, I am alone. I have to wait for the time to come to meet bloody buddies to share whatever I have kept inside me, and when this wait goes long I feel bad...hmmm.... actually worst (This post might be the result of that bad feeling).
I am sorry guys.... I don't love you anymore, rather I hate you for the awesome-st time I spent with you.
Aakrisht, who once was your friend is now dead. And let the leftover live his life happily without you people.
Your kind support will never be ignored. Thank You.
Here are some interesting changes that appears in my life:
1) I started sleeping normally...means no more nocturnal-giri :) . No more late night maggi, tea or Arjun ke Parathe.
2) I started studying but only a night before exam.
3) I clean my room, myself. No more work for Aditi and Surabhi.
4) I wash my clothes without the help of Vinay, Sunny, Abhay, Karan, Neha, Surabhi or Saumya.
5) No more c****ms in my cupboard. Surabhi's mom will be happy as I followed her advice.
6) My enthusiasm and energy turned monotonous.
7) I started losing temper, but it is under control might be because of my John Cena personality. but trust me agar dimaag kharab hua, to no matter k pit jaau, kuch solid utha ke sir fod dunga fir JO HOGA DEKHA JAYEGA.
8) I no more take PANGA with faculties.
9) I am giving up(yes) on someone. Not because I am scared of failure (you know me) but because I again started hating myself. (reason you know)
10) I am no more a chocolate freak. I know you don't believe so listen, a classmate of mine brought me a chocolate from Germany, I kept it with me but didn't eat, it might be because I miss those who fight to share it with me.
11) I started doing something that I am not proud of. Whenever you guys forced me, I said NO but be happy as your absence did something that your presence failed to do.
12) I finally learnt how to miss people. :( (Missing you guys)
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(Any other noticeable change will be updated sooner or later..... as I have deactivated my facebook account, will be in touch with you from here. Bye for now. Keep Smiling )
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